Psalm 44

Psalm 44

We have heard many stories of faith journey of others. The only problem that we have is that those stories are all the stories of other people. It is not my story. How can I experience God’s power and love myself? The psalmist starts with that dilemma.

“We have heard with our ears, O God,  our ancestors have told us, what deeds you performed in their days, in the days of old: you with your own hand drove out the nations, but them you planted; you afflicted the peoples, but them you set free; for not by their own sword did they win the land, nor did their own arm give them victory; but your right hand, and your arm, and the light of your countenance,    for you delighted in them.”

Because we do  not have our own personal stories, we just claim that other’s testimonies as our own: “You are my King and my God;  you command[ victories for Jacob. Through you we push down our foes; through your name we tread down our assailants. For not in my bow do I trust, nor can my sword save me. But you have saved us from our foes, and have put to confusion those who hate us. In God we have boasted continually, and we will give thanks to your name forever. Selah”

It was fine when everything was smooth. We can tell stories of others as if they are our own stories. However, in real life, when we face harsh realities, we suddenly realize that those are not my story: “Yet you have rejected us and abased us, and have not gone out with our armies. You made us turn back from the foe, and our enemies have gotten spoil. You have made us like sheep for slaughter, and have scattered us among the nations. You have sold your people for a trifle, demanding no high price for them.  You have made us the taunt of our neighbors, the derision and scorn of those around us. You have made us a byword among the nations, a laughingstock among the peoples. All day long my disgrace is before me, and shame has covered my face at the words of the taunters and revilers, at the sight of the enemy and the avenger.”

This is the time when we need to have our own personal relationship with God. This is the time when we need to write our own stories: “All this has come upon us, yet we have not forgotten you, or been false to your covenant. Our heart has not turned back, nor have our steps departed from your way, yet you have broken us in the haunt of jackals, and covered us with deep darkness. If we had forgotten the name of our God, or spread out our hands to a strange god, would not God discover this?  For he knows the secrets of the heart. Because of you we are being killed all day long, and accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Rouse yourself! Why do you sleep, O Lord? Awake, do not cast us off forever! Why do you hide your face?  Why do you forget our affliction and oppression? For we sink down to the dust; our bodies cling to the ground. Rise up, come to our help. Redeem us for the sake of your steadfast love.”

We pray and shout to God! Don’t you feel the coming of the Lord? Don’t you hear God’s answer already? This is exciting. Now we will tell our own stories of God’s power and love!

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